So it's been a few years since I have been on here. Myspace comes, and then Facebook. It's all the same, and its all pretty lame. Yet I keep circling back to it all. A lot of things have happened so here is a break down of it all.
Still with Justin 3 years and counting.
Got a poodle for my birthday this year. His name is Nauva.
Best friend Bevin went off to the army, and leaves for South Korea at 7:30 tonight.
Stopped being an art major in college.
Started a major in Animal Behavior and Training.
Got a sweet laptop from the boy toy.
Spore wont work on my computer and its pissing me off.
Got a job working for a veterinary office.
Left the vets office to work for the post office.
Got laid off at the post office and called back to the vets office.
Got laid off from the vets office.
Am now currently jobless.
Start my Animal training internship in April.
I hope to have my own business within the next two years.
My store will be the best thing ever!
I had a minor heart attack and am now on some stupid meds.
I still live in Royal Oak, but now in a town house with my mom and little brother.
I wish I lived in a townhouse with Justin, Nauva and my cats.
Over the past few years I have gained...
2 dogs, <---Cugi (Papillion) and Nauva
4 cats, <---- The calico kitten is free to a good home.
1 bird, <---- I still hate him.
1 fish, <---- He is free to a good home too. Accept he comes with the fish tank and everything.
a laptop, <--- its sweet
a new car, <--- Its a red Jimmy. Nauva rides in the back.
a new place to live, <---- hate the alcoholic lady next door.
a new job, <---- hated the post office, not sure how I feel about Madison (Vets office) yet.
a few new friends, <--- Scott, Klaire, Peter, Dan, Deborah & Gail)
a love of graffiti, <--- If I wasn't scared to get caught I would so do it.
a passion for magik, <----- always loved it, but its been re-kindled.
the ability to see dead people, <----- not sure if I'm ok with this yet or not.
the ability to read cards <---- still a little rusty.
A few bad ass looking hats <--- I love hats.
A cool knowledge of k-9 herbalism <--- this is sweet
A few extra lbs <---- going on a diet now... I will be sexy for summer!
Over the past few years I have lost...
A DS <--- nothing interesting came out. Then when I sold it everything awesome came out.
A PSP <---- really wasn't that cool.
A cat <---- Poor Nemo. His ashes are on my dresser in a cat urn.
A lot of money <---- most of this went to overdraft fees at the bank.
A job <---- it sucked anyway.
The good out weighs the bad I guess. I've been pretty fortunate these past few years. I still have my issues but all in all, everything is going pretty well.
Life is just a dream anyway. Nothing is real. So why should I worry about the stuff that seems bad when it doesn't really exist.
Although, that would mean that the good stuff isn't real either.
So what makes it real?
I guess what makes it real is when I give it meaning.
This makes me want to go off on a tirade about the meaning of life, and the existence of our perceptions on reality.
I'd like to think that I have become some what of a philosopher.
When one digs so deep into the metaphysical, this can really change ones perception of reality.
Reality is what you make of it.
We are the creators of our own reality.
I choose to live in my reality.
And my reality is full of awesomeness.
I live with an overabundance of wealth.
I am healthy and feel whole.
I am loved & cherished by those around me, seen and unseen.
As I will it,
SO MOTE IT BE!